I do not want to be white

I'm losing my favorite game...I am lost and I lost this game...I am losing, I lost and I do not want to lose again...
I'm losing my faith, I'm losing my favorite place....I am lost at this place...I am losing, and I do not want to lose this place again
I'm losing my voice, I'm losing my favorite song...I am lost at this song...I'm losing and I do not want to lose my voice again
I'm losing my color, I am losing my yellow and I don't want to be white again...
I'm losing my yellow place...and I do not want to live in white anymore...